Do you ever have those talks with God... well, more like areguments, where only one person talks, and the other one just listens... actually its probably more like a whine session. Anyway, I had one of those with God on the way back from Briana's house. I talked and cried out to the Father, and he didnt have too much to say. He said I love you. Sometimes less is more.


For those who dont know, I fly out at 4:05pm. And I hope I dont cry in front of all the guys... I want to effect them for Christ, but I also dont want to be known as Airman Wussy! I've said alot of goodbye's so far, some much harder than others, lol. I keep having to reassure myself that everything will be alright, its kinda sad, hehe. But in all reality, God wasnt supprised by my deployment, and the same God that watched over me yesterday will be vigilant as ever to pursue me this next year. Now that is something to be happy about! How great is our God?!?!?! I dont know if thats a question or a statement! He never fails to amaze me. He knows just what I need before I need it, and then he even provides more than I could ever deserve. Wether its simply a meal in my stomach, or a family I've only met twice taking my hand to go to God on my behalf. The Lord shows His love in great and awesome ways.